LONG TIME NO UPDATE

So, Johnny and I are back together.  I found out he cheated on me but things are going good.  I don't trust him as far as I can spit but I love him and I know we can work through this.  He isn't allowed to go to Adam and Missy's anymore.  Thank God I finally had a reason to keep him away from there.  I hated him going there.  So, he doesn't do pills anymore because he doesn't want to jeopardize our relationship.  It'll take a while to get over it and trust him again.  I mean, he fucked up big time.  It takes a lot for me to trust people as it is, and I did trust him.  There's still so much I want to tell him and ask him.  Last night, we were at Mikey's and he was saying how hot his spanish teacher was and he was saying someone else was hot, too.  So I started talking about people I fucked.  He like tweaked out.  And I all of a sudden got wicked self-concious and went and got my sweatshirt and put it on. I told him how it made me feel everytime he said how hot other girls were and how he did sit there and brag about how he fucked a 38-year-old in his apartment complex.  I mean, he cheated on me, I feel shit enough about myself over that.  So, yeah, a lot has happened over the days I haven't updated but it's tough typing with nails on so blah.

*~*Malia*~*